I have never been one to shirk a fight, you might have noticed and I have become better as the years have passed but I still have no problem with a bit of confrontation when I feel unjustly treated.
Thing is, sometimes there is no way to win and all I do is cause heartache for myself. It’s only a game, but getting involved in disputes can cost me more time than the dispute was worth. I need to remember that I’m not a guild leader in a Raid Finder, I’m just your average nobody. I get no leeway, nobody kowtows to my view and nobody gives a good shit if I’m having a hard time.
Why do I do it? I think there’s something inside me that wants to see the good in everyone, maybe I want to change the troll and make them become nicer. I’ve done it in the past and welcomed reformed characters into the guild to great effect but sometimes? Sometimes it just ain’t worth it. I will offer this example which has caused a total waste of time for me in the last 2 days of play:-
Siege of Orgrimmar Raid Finder 2nd half. I needed only the 2nd and 4th bosses since I had killed the 1st in a guild flex run and also the 3rd in a Raid Finder previously. I’m tanking on Caledonia with the formidable Meatblocker and the excellent Jibbas healing with us. One particular priest grabs my attention early on because we wipe a few times on the Dark Shaman fight and he is well geared and doing good HPS yet healing nothing, even lower on the meters than myself (I am tanking). After we wipe, someone calls him out and then I link healing done to which someone mentions vote kicking the guy out who is clearly slacking. Now, he’s not alone in slacking and it must be noted that myself and Meatblocker are still learning the tanking stratagy at this point. However, the slacker is pinpointed and the group fail to remove him.
We manage to kill the boss finally after a few wipes and unsurprisingly, this healer has slacked his way through again. We move on to 4th boss, the General and proceed to wipe a couple more times and now I am really annoyed this guy continues to slack his ass off to the detriment of our success and it’s wasting my shortening time.
I call him on it and request a vote kick, people sit and sit and ofcourse, guess who ninja pulls the boss out of fear of the boot, the slacker….
I am incensed and walk off to make a cup of tea. There was no way I’m tanking that! I boomed. Such people drive me nuts and I have no way to hide my sense of injustice that he will go on to get the kill and probably the loot he needs while everyone else has to work that little bit harder to pull off the kill.
I made my tea and watched as the group slammed me for failing to tank with poor old Meatblocker piling up the stacks to certain doom. My issue is greater than one pull, I have a major grievance against little internet trolls who find it funny to waste 24 other people’s time and I will not damn well play ball with it. If he wants to pull to save his slacking butt from getting the boot, the group should lay the blame firmly in his lap but ofcourse my furious and stubborn stance made me look like the bad guy. The priest left as we wiped and I exclaimed “our problem is gone, now I am ready to tank!” And they kicked me….
Let it be said that I know I was wrong, very wrong and I paid a heavy price today by re-entering Raid Finder yet again in search of that last possible loot chance to get an 8th Titan Runestone which would leave me with only 4 more to get on Wednesday after reset. Today, I was holy spec and we proceeded to wipe all the way through a struggle of 2 hours until the last boss which was yet again, a wipefest. I ran out of time in the end and had to leave for work meaning I achieved the sum total of zilch! Nothing, total waste of an otherwise peaceful happy lunchtime period.
My stubborn stance and determination to attain impossible fairness in a flawed raid system was stupid. I should have just tanked that fight yesterday and saved myself the bother today, and tomorrow which I will have to do again ofcourse. I should have just let it go and carried on. The slacker might have been booted after another wipe where I would not have caused the wipe. Even tho every inch of my being wanted to let him stew in his ninja pull, I should still have rewarded it with 100% effort no matter that it seemed so wrong. Best to just get on with it, get the thing done and get out of there.
It’s with that thought in mind that I would like to discuss my feeling towards Raid Finder in general. The Raid Finder has been an excellent tool which has really served its purpose well in bringing end game raid content to the masses. People who might never have been able to raid in the past now have a platform to get themselves some decent gear and see current raid content which the Blizzard developers have worked so hard to implement.
That all being said, I am of the opinion that Raid Finder has served it’s purpose due to the inclusion of the fantastic Flexible Raiding system. If only they were able to have introduced Flex Modes instead of Raid Finder then the mass experiment of humanity degradation LFR has opened up might never have been witnessed. For beginner raiders and advanced players alike, Flex is the place to begin. You need a raid leader and people who are actually willing to do their job in the team or chances are, the fight will end abruptly with a pile of bodies and a hefty repair bill. There is actual personal responsibility unlike the clownfest that is the raid finder. Flex is beginner raiding whereas raid finder has just become a total joke.
People who either don’t give a shit or have no idea how to play the game are thrust together with honest, hard working people who need Sigils of Wisdom/Power on alts, Titan Runestones to finish off their legendary journey or to just maybe get that lucky item drop to upgrade an piece that they just couldn’t manage to replace last tier. I love a trier, someone who is still learning but is willing to listen and work hard to become a better player. I hate trolls who know the team is wiping and trololol their way through hoping the fight will get done and invariable these bastards get all the loot they want! Leachers! Ninjas! Slackers!
Don’t get me wrong, I’m a slacker at times when healing in raid finder but there’s a difference because if I feel the group needs that extra bit of power then I will hammer those heals out and do my best to get us through…
But that’s exactly my point. I’m sure people who know me, know I’ve never burned out and I’ve always worked hard on my game but in a raid environment is it really acceptable that the drive to work hard in every encounter isn’t really expected anymore?
If too many people have this attitude but no desire to work harder if the group needs the extra effort then what exactly are we teaching people about raiding? If raid finder is only about seeing content then why does it drop the stuff I need to finish the legendary on my 2nd character? Why does it drop tier tokens or valor points if it’s aimed at people who are not gonna be doing normal modes? Trouble is, there’s just too many boss fights nowadays that we have to get through and we feel the need to do it because it has a reward.
I for one hope Blizzard remove the raid finder and spare us all the hassle next expansion but my thoughts on raiding shouldn’t cloud the message I intend to express here…
‘When faced with certain injustice in Raid Finder, be the better person and do your best to kill the boss no matter what other people try doing to cause havoc in there. Otherwise you’re only wasting your own time’.
Don’t do what I did, save yourself the hassle!
/Salute

